THIS IS THE EXTENT OF FLESH THAT WORKETH IN ME (iii)- my dreams
Ha, who or what can deliver me from this power of Flesh I tell you? not mic not pulpit, not even a crucifix can save me
WHO AS TAUGHT ME SO MUCH LIES?
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The one out of many things required of a man that wants to be recognized by God and be called His Child, is to accept Him as your Lord and personal Saviour
I recognized this and did; and by Grace overcoming of my old self was successful 🙌and all the glory I give to God
Im finally saved from this power of flesh. All the things I wanted to stop doing are the things I've stopped, and I'm doing things rightly now. Thank God for His intervention😊
But!
This testimony only rains in the day times.
Because, only in the day time is my peace found, but at night, the hunt of the prey (me) comes again.
I thought I said I've been delivered from this agent of darkness in my body, BUT THE EFFECTS OF WHAT I'VE DONE IN THE PAST NOW HUNTS ME DOWN
Though I've neglected those habbits and nature to follow Christ, but they still hunt me in my DREAMS
What I've I Done To Deserve This😢
This level and extent of flesh that robbeth a man of his peace, is overshadowing me daily
That although I've stopped watching pornography, yet when I sleep I meet this strange woman in my dream😔
That although I've finally stopped been fraudulent and cunny, yet every night when I sleep, I still see myself adding zero(s) to figures in my working place
Although I stop that evil acts, the effects still comes after me with nightmares.
Yes I accept that I was a cultist before, but now I've followed Christ. Yet, when I close my eyes, I see blood, tears, figurines, hear cries
This Christ I followed, was He not a mistake?
Every day I smile from what God and will do for me, but every night I ask myself..
"What am I Doing Here? What did I give to deserve this? Why me🤷?"
It's like these prayers never answers.. Why me?!
Is this therefore the extent of flesh that Worketh in you? That daily, life leaves you with a hole in your heart, even with a broken spirit? God is still in the business of saving and helping men out of the Shackles of the devil... and He's still stretching His hands to you saying...
There Is Hope and still a way out today
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Have a blessed week😇
The Living Thought...💨
Thanks for this write up sir,
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It's the Living Thought
And it belongs to all
Thank you sir